DoRaEmOn FaNtAsY

2008-12-12T00:01:00.001+08:00

ipod touch or ipod classics????

happy us!!!!

2008-12-08T22:17:00.004+08:00

i really enjoy the company of e grenades~ whee~

'd been through a tough week,

cried like shit,

almost gave up on myself

it's time for me to pick up and move on. seriously,

accept the FACT!!!

suck it up!!!!

be strong~

2008-11-24T09:35:00.001+08:00

I'VE GOT A HUGE PIMPLE ON EACH SIDE OF MY THIGH AND IT HURTS LIKE FUCK!!!

2008-11-19T19:21:00.002+08:00

it's not easy at all...
do know what you wanna achieve in life and move on
no point looking back with what you'd left behind.
it'll only bring in more regrets...
make do with what you've now and be contented
a greedy person will never be satisfied and in the end live more miserably...

drill all this in POI???!!!!

yea...you can do it!!! jiayou! jiayou!!!
never let the word "give up" be in your dictionary~~~

***-**

2008-11-11T22:40:00.001+08:00

seriously, honestly, you should just go fuck yourself!!!!

GO!!!

2008-10-11T15:42:00.002+08:00

16 hours of sleep for 5 days. how wonderful~~~
grawwwww~

some random pictures ~ i'm bored!!!!

2008-09-19T13:05:00.005+08:00

me n lovely bun

lyn n me

the girls - thanks for the celebration =)

gin gin!!!

thank you girls for making the day a special one for me.
not forgetting the grenades, for the surprise outside zouk!!! the nydc cake was really awesome thou i almost puke finishing the huge piece. too bad i do not have the pictures to upload. uniform party was fun. it's cool to check out ppl in uniforms. i guess we were just too tired to dance hard on the dance floor that night except for the couple (we know who =x). lol

pictures taken on 11 sep 08

p/s i need to shit badly now =x

Jason Mraz - I'm Yours

2008-09-11T09:48:00.003+08:00

this is something i'm addicted to recently. haaz

2008-09-11T08:54:00.005+08:00

finally after nearing 2 months in tekong, i've graduate on the 9 sept 2008!!!!

it's really memories that i'll bring on with me for life.

all the bullshit, craps, fieldtrip, route marches, ippt, grenade talks, some random stuffs (esp snap target) are really something i would treasure.

2 months in bmt pass very fast. =(

thou freedom is definately lesser, i really enjoyed what i have with the bmt kaki.

picture time!!!

grenades of the world UNITE!!!

the parade after 24km route march (i only did 16km cos of my bike injury)

with daddy n mummy

besties w/o g (g gotten the best female trainee *cheers*)

my basha buddy (we survived 5 days toge)

one of the chipmunks

the other chipmunk (my favourite buddy ^^)

i met with accident 2 weeks before pop. thank god it was after my ippt. i injure my right shoulder, it sorta have a slight dislocation. was neck slinged for a week. horrible terrible thing to happen. as a result i missed the 16 km route march n did 16 instead of 24 before pop. i almost died. my shoulder ache like one fuckhead before i fall out during the 16. anws, i successfully pop, yaye!!!! i skipped lottas details. some things are not meant to say

haahahaha...gotta chow~

happy 20th birthday to myself ^^

some random pictures that i wanna post =)

2008-06-05T23:32:00.005+08:00

wei ling and me before grad

poke lyn!

my number, it was my queue no when i went to repair my mp3, went to buy 4-D but too bad nv strike =x

place where bun bun should hold her solemnisation at!

cam whoring while waiting~~~

i think gin took this pic, she's so mean =(

with ricadonna yeong

i think this is a nice shot taken by my phone

jess poi's hamster, very active, took quite a few pics before i can get a better snap of it

gin's b-dae celebration... they force me to wear skirt =(

waiting for val n kani

cheap thrills at changi airport in e middle of the night =)

i think the girls look nice in this picture =)

ok, random entry, random pictures...

byed-

2008-06-03T04:28:00.000+08:00

As time pass, people change, n i do...
i realised i'm not like before...
the most obvious change is tt i became more n more LAZY!!!
which is something i really don't like about...*sighs*
i hope wednesday my interview will go smoothly,
if not, will be DAMN SIAN DIAO~~~

CAUTION!!! THIS WOULD BE AN IMAGE INTENSIVE ENTRY!!!

Pictures taken during my Graduation Day

Before the ceremony

wei ling

bun

gin

lyn

tjua

von

momo

jas

class of 3a/02 - 07/08

bun bun

After grad

mummy n me

mum, me n aunt

veggie

feldy

ray

kok aun

vondy!

i dunno why, i think wc look like professor x

girl gang!

lovely bun bun n me

teamies

rachel

toge with coach ray

me n tjua

with huang-er n yanli

Class pics

ah li

with rica

trying to be taller~ =x

momo-san

pretty pat

jojo

hahahha

team pic

the girls

last pic - taken with nad

took hours to upload these pictures...i think i almost die~ blogger sucks in image uploading...so LAGGG!!! anw, i don't think i'll be online that often, for those who want their pictures from my camera, get it from here or text me k??? i'll try to send u guys soon...

gonna sleep

zzz

2008-05-27T23:12:00.004+08:00

chris brown - with you -

I need you boo
I gotta see you boo
And there's hearts all over the world tonight
Said there's hearts all over the world tonight

I need you boo
I gotta see you boo
And there's hearts all over the world tonight
Said there's hearts all over the world tonight

Hey lil mama, ooh you're a stunner
Hot little figure, yes you a winner, and
I'm so glad to be yours
You're a class of your own and
Ooh little cutie, when you talk to me
I swear the whole world stops
You're my sweetheart and
I'm so glad that you're mine
You are one of a kind, and
You mean to me what I mean to you
And together baby there is nothing we won't do

'Cause if I got you
I don't need money
I don't need cars
Girl you're my heart

And oh, I'm into you and
Girl no one else would do
With every kiss and every hug
You make me fall in love
And now I know I can't be the only one
I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of their life who feel
What I feel when I'm with you, with you, with you, with you, with you... girl
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you... Oh girl

I don't want nobody else
Without you there's noone left, and
You're like Jordans on Saturday
I gotta have you and I cannot wait now
Hey lil shorty, say you care for me
You know I care for you
You know that I will be true
You know that I won't lie
You know that I will try
Be your everything

'Cause if I got you
I don't need money
I don't need cars
Girl you're my heart

Oh, I'm into you and
Girl no one else would do
With every kiss and every hug
You make me fall in love
And now I know I can't be the only one
I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of their life who feel
What I feel when I'm with you, with you, with you, with you, with you... ohhh
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you... Yeah

And I will never try
To deny that you are my whole life
'Cause if you ever let me go
I would die so I won't run
I don't need another woman
I just need you or nothing
'Cause if I got that
Then I'll be straight
Baby you're the best part of my day

I need you boo
I gotta see you boo
And there's hearts all over the world tonight
Said there's hearts all over the world tonight
They need their boo
They gotta see their boo
Said there's hearts all over the world tonight
Hearts all over the world tonight

And oh, I'm into you and
Girl no one else would do
With every kiss and every hug
You make me fall in love
And now I know I can't be the only one
I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of their life who feel
What I feel when I'm with you, with you, with you, with you, with you... ohhh(girl)
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you... ohhh
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you...
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you...
Baby yeah

A Whole New World by Nick Pitera

2008-05-14T23:52:00.007+08:00

he's amazing!!! enjoy the video

2008-05-12T12:21:00.005+08:00

i so WANNA SIGN UP FOR CLASS 2A license, earliest test date is on 8 July, i not sure if i can make it for the test...uhhh...

damn bored, so i decide to google search random stuffs

Poi is a Hawaiian word for the primary Polynesian staple food made from the corm of the kalo plant (known widely as taro). Poi is produced by mashing the cooked corm (baked or steamed) to a highly viscous fluid. Water is added during mashing and again just before eating, to achieve a desired consistency, which can range from liquid to dough-like (poi can be known as two-finger or three-finger, alluding to how many fingers you would have to use to eat it, depending on its consistency).

Poi should not be confused with Tahitian po'e, which is a sweet, pudding-like dish made with bananas, papaya, or mangoes cooked with manioc and coconut cream.

ahhh now i know my name is associated with food...how nice...

me inside a bag

-.- and there quite alot of amusing things i find out about poi, hahahha

gonna shit...

byed-

2008-05-05T15:36:00.014+08:00

hello everyone!!! i'm gone for 987985792 days and now i'm BACKKKKKK...in fact i'm quite busy, busy over nothing...muahaha...shall let the pictures do the talking...i've been facing the comp for the past hour trying to get these pictures uploaded...grawwwww...blogger is DAMN LAG!!!!

23 April 2008 - Huiyi's B-dae

4 of us at changi airport celebrating apple's 20th =)

the birthday girl and me

qiqi wants to export me to somewhere outta sing =(

me and vondy~

the priceless gift to the birthday girl...

it's been a long time since we last met up...dunno when would be our next meet-up...i really miss you girls...

25 April 2008

there is this random day i suddenly feel like going over to jb at night to pump my petrol...since it's the night, i tot there wouldn't be any jams...BUT when i reach the checkpoint, this is what i get --->

HELL LOTTAS bikes!!!!

den it suddenly ring a bell that it's a friday night...WTF!!! i was caught in the BLOODY jam for 3 hours plus!!!! urgh...i can't u-turn out cos it's one way!!!

so...i decide to take more snaps --->

ALOT ALOT of bikes!!!

dangit...i think i waited from 8 plus till 11.50pm den i manage to get my wheels to JB, pumped my petrol and turn out...12.15am i was at singapore custom...AMAZING right???? i swear i wun pump my petrol at nights anymore over jb...really can test my patience....grawwww

26 April 2008 - Zhen Ling's Birthday

the party is held in a ktw near west coast...it's a UNIFORM party...i'm damn lazy to search for my secondary school uniform, so...i wore mcCafe uniform...hahaha...i must say, bun bun really look like a school girl....aren't u happy bun bun tt ppl say u look young??? muahaha

tjua tjua and bun bun

me and lyn

tjua and me

bun bun n me

jasmin n me

me and gin gin

mummy and her 2 naughty daughters~

suddenly remember this saying by our beloved gin gin -
gin gin don't want bun bun
bun bun make gin gin cry~

hahahahaha, don't kill me =p

28 April 2008 - FYP group gathering

muahaha...momo and myself got a free treat from those who're working...thanks alot girls...^^ i guess long time never see each other, we've lottas updates to catch up...we must meet up again when momo shaved his head alright??? ^^

the girls

vondy n me...^^

me and mummy bun bun

momo - trying to act cute...urrrr

cam-whoring when the 2 girls are shopping

me and mr nicey momo tan =)

2 May 2008 - 4 May 2008 SPCT freshman orientation camp

the SHIM's night was blast!!! damn awesome but too bad i don't have the pictures with me...i guess it would be uploaded soon in SPCT blogg???

anyway here's some random shots

me and jo - "dj of the night"

us in uniform...i'm not in my school skirt cos i cant fit in...my butt grewwww~ =x

to end off...presenting my new love - ernie!~! though it's not mine...i still do find it kwetttttt

cutee little thing~

don't u guys think so???

byed~

2008-04-20T21:41:00.002+08:00

anyway random, i really love the shithead!!! thanks peep!!! =) =) =)

2008-04-20T21:11:00.004+08:00

finally sp canoe polo championship (used to be srrr) is over...i guess this would might be my last canoe polo match if i manage to enter either of the forces...ok...btw i kinda screw up my airforce - C3 interview...they asked me general questions i cant answer on the spot...stupid me!!!!...hope i wun screw up the unmanned aerial vehicle, UAV interview as i'm more keen in that position...

this post is specially dedicated to my team - SP ladies...which doesn't have a proper name so, i shall call them damn gay (internal joke) hahaha...what i wanna say is, i really cherish the time we spend training, having fun, joking around, playin matches together...these are memories i would bring with wherever i go...i promise, if possible, i would take part in opens with you guys...meanwhile, i'll just train tigether as usual until my intake...so lets jia you jia you jia you!!!!...i really hope u guys can win in the IVPs...=)

with lottas love, hugs and kisses,

#05 - poi

2008-03-26T23:16:00.002+08:00

know what ppl??? i just changed my bedsheet and it's damn fuckin cozy so...more time spent on bed than online...so this blog shall be left to rot~~~ muahahahha

SMAC FO camp coming weekend...

byed!

2008-03-14T16:34:00.002+08:00

i don't really have the mood to blog nowadays....of all the things that are happening around me, i felt pretty sick and tired of them...urg...whatever...

guess updates from me would be quite rare cos of the different commitments i have...srrr is coming up and i really wanna train myself up for this last competition, not forgetting the referee practical...at the same time, sourcing for a very very flexible job, which i think i found one, gonna start work comin tues, hope it would turn out good...not forgetting preparations to get myself enrolled to the navy, all stupid computer tests, ~~medical check up~~, interviews...hopefully i can end up in navy and NOT the air force...wish mi luck...

i miss dmtm 3a/02!!!! i miss schooling...haix~

life is....

2008-02-27T02:04:00.006+08:00

hello ppl!!!! finally got a chance to find time and BLOG!!! got quite abit of updates...shall let the pics do the saying...

firstly presenting my one and only unique fyp group mate, self claimed i'm his everything de momo san~~~

ok both pictures looked damn retarded!!!! but momo's the one who brings laughter to our group for fyp...wah fyp got mi really stressed up at one point...thank god we've got momo to ease the tension...haha....if not i think i would have another patch of big hole on my head...to momo: happy now??? ppl bloggin ask ppl to blog bout u...-_- ok, let u be in the headlines...hahaha =p

up next presenting...my group for fyp

before presentation

after presentation

tryin to act cute~~~ppl if possible super zoom to momo face...(haha...i shall not describe how it looks like, it would be damn mean for mi to do tt =x)

hahaha...ok i'm so dead tired now...actually my plan is to also blog bout my trip to hk since i finally uploaded these pictures to comp after 987654321 days...but when i see my results abit sianx to blog more cos hk would be another super long entry...shall do it some time next week...stay tuned...

to bun bun, vondy, ms quek and momo: i do cherish and really glad that we formed a team and worked hard together, u guys being so nice and willing to tahan my nagging...hopefully with whatever results u guys get...move on and able achieve what u aimed in life...jia you!!!! =)

gonna chow...tada

2008-02-06T17:54:00.001+08:00

omg!!! i feel abit feverish now~ so don't feel like getting sick at this period of time urgh~!!! haix...hopefully i can get better soon...

happy chinese new year ppl!!! ^^

2008-02-04T02:13:00.000+08:00

finally i can find some time to blog after days of working...

my back starting to ache again due to carrying of heavy stuffs, climbing of super high ladder just to reach 3 bottles of San Parigrino sparking water, moving wine bottles in and out, transferring ice, setting up of bar etc etc...but overall the job was quite fun, get to learn how to make mocha, cuppachino, latte, coffe, tea bla stuffs, sounds more like baristia than a bartender but...for a start it's good enough...i also tried making mai tai, lychee mint, etc and learnt more about whisky, vodka, gin tonic, red/white wine, bayleys, kahlua etc etc and the list never ends...getting more and more addicted to whiskys especially glenmoringe, a single malt scotch whisky, wah the taste superb!!! the restaurant sponsor the staffs for this wine tasting session, and i tasted the 4 different types of blend, i prefer nector d'or the most =), if there's ever a chance, do try glenmoringie...haha....free advertising for them here...

one good thing about bartending is, u get to taste every drink before the drink goes out to the customer...really tried quite alot of drinks these few days...awesome!!! haha...i just simply love my job now but...it's quite hard for me to commit for long due to SRRR and enlistment to either air force or navy...

oh ya, air force just called mi down for computer test and fitness check up, hopefully i can meet the criteria, if not, navy i shall go...my folks would rather me join the air force than navy...so just give it a try, just in case navy rejects my application during mid-year...

alright SMA dinner and dance later, hopefully it will be a fun one...thou i'm not attending, but i'll be serving the the dinner!!! should be quite interesting...lol...

training for canoe polo gonna resume soon like the week after next, on the 13 feb...i hope i can just chow for work earlier...omg!!! this is getting sick man...i'm afraid i cant join the team for the first training...'ll try my best to persuade boss to let me off earlier...i hope he wun get pissed off and sack mi =x

alright...enough of updates, time for bed, hopefully i can get a good night sleep for today...

problems somehow solved
hope it wun occur again
trust~

2008-01-28T00:19:00.000+08:00

very busy NO life

2008-01-20T02:11:00.000+08:00

whooloo!!! exams' over and i so gonna SCREAMmmmmmmm~~~ok diao but no one would understand the happiness i felt after the last paper (LAST PAPER IN MY POLY LIFE) => i just cant wait to jump on the spot after submission...lol

things that i so wanna touch on but had no chance to due, to alot of unhappy incidents that had happened, those are bad memories, will be a lesson learnt...

realised: always look at things on the brighter side...there's nothing to regret, cos u only live life once, there'll nv be a NG take for u...look forward and move on...stop thinking of all the bad past that had actually happened and never ask yourself "what if" questions as history can NEVER be changed...hopefully the new year will be a great year for mi, my fellow friends and family...may all prosper TO THE MAX!!!! =D

UPDATES!!!

4th january: canoe polo 3-on-3
really glad that i took part in this event with two of my dearest teamies - huang-er and nad...it's something that i'll nv forget in my poly life: the coldness and the joy of playing good games together...thou we nv make it to the finals, but i must say we really display team trust, team work, everything!!! lol...cheers to us =) shall work hard for SRRR - might be my last polo match with artellians~ =(
(pictures to be uploaded soon)

7th - 13th january
mugging like siao ding dong....super super stress...that period of time i just bite anyone who disturbs mi =p

14th to 18th january
start of ICA week...stress level: TO THE MAX!!!
frequent hang-out: sun plaza MOS burger (great place to study) and...ARCADE (place to vent my stress in)

18th january
last paper, port agency!!!! wahahaha....never really studied for this paper but i only aimed to pass cos nv do well for last term, CBB~~~
went to watch beauty world after paper...awesome musical...pretty hilarious, great singing n cool props =)

beauty world~~~ cha cha cha

20th january
was practically sleeping thoughout the day...first peaceful sleep after weeks of mugging...overslept and missed training =x tot huang-er gonna kill mi but in the end...training cancelled muahaha *evil laugh* =p den off to work at my hotel...work was URGH today, carried ALOT of trays till my back start to ache again...guess cant make it for training later on...

20th onwards
gonna find a job to save for upcoming hong kong trip
wash and polish my bike
wash my toilet
clean and paint my room to *doraemon theme
go shopping!!!! for new clothes and chinatown to giam free samples...lol
watch movies, movies and more movies!!!!
musicals shows...enjoy life

seems interesting em...

feel like watchin this thou watched it before # years ago...

train hard for SRRR
settle in for navy
say bye bye to SP
earn lottas $$$$ for papa and mama
be a good daughter
never create trouble
get class 2A license
so on and so forth...nv ending list for this post exam resolution...note: not new year resolutions...it's different...lol

gonna chow...jess poi is MAD!!! she's throwing mi outta comp room =(((

2007-12-20T16:10:00.000+08:00

wah...my bak kua's starting to come off...i hope i wun go and peel them off but very ITCHY~

din't manage to club ytd...but went majong session at cai xia place all the way till 4plus this morning...dead tired...but fun...cai xia is a CAM GONG KIA...action only...haha

alright...shall rush off to KW bdae celebrations later...i decided not to buy k770i, shall wait for a better model to be released...

aim: to change a new phone before CNY =)

chow~ damn sianzzz

2007-12-18T01:21:00.000+08:00

too many things to do, too little time *pull hairs*

first of all, i would wanna congrates the upsoming new spct committee 08/09 esp to my dearest #01 - huang-er, for being our captian...i'm sure she can do it ^^, pray for my speedy recovery to play for 3 on 3 =)

a list of to do list:

1) change my passport photo
2) ~~hair cut~~
3) wash my bike
4) upload picture to this comp
5) shop for xmas presents
6) trainin and gymmin soon
7) slim down
8) more mascular (kiddin, toned rather)
9) clubbing
10) see chinese doc to cure my eye
11) pay bike installment
12) settle my phone bill
13) study for up-coming ica
14) pack my room (halfway done)
15) prepare for revision
16) get an organiser for 2008
17) pass down everything to the next secretary
18) 6 steps everyday (hair and face) =p
19) KW b-dae party
20) XMAS party
21) get a job
22) save more $$$$ for hong kong trip

and the list is never ending...muahaha...
poi poi ~~is not a~~ very happy girl now

2007-12-10T15:56:00.000+08:00

came across this song in pub last week...tot it was really a nice song...watched the movie before when i was young but cant remember the movie title...really love the song alot enjoy ppl ^^

2007-12-09T17:41:00.000+08:00

people, i'll not be updating for a period of time as my laptop is stolen...what a luck!!!

it happened last fri after my fyp presentation at amk hub when i was having dinner with qi, von and apple...

don't ask mi why and how it happen cos i don't really feel like mentioning it again...feel so angry with myself...

a note to ppl out there, engrave ur laptop or valuables with ur name or some markings so tt if u find it outside, u can prove it's yours...

well shall move on with life on the brighter side...'m thankful for the concern shown by my aunts and mum's understanding...

2007-12-04T13:56:00.000+08:00

hello people!!! did i mention i went back to hotel and work in order to save for my hong kong trip...'ll off to hong kong from 18 to 22 feb i think...cant really remember the dates...whee~

alright...the working condition in hotel had changed alot...everything slacken down due to more and more new staffs working and the new management team...nevertheless, i still aspire to do the best for the couple tt night though wasn't puttin on a smile most of the time (long time nv work, kinda stress) haha...well, amongst all jobs that i had took up, i still prefer banqueting...=)

a day before work (last sat) the 7 girls (mi, bun, gin, ling, lyn, jas, tjua) and veggie went to east coast to celebrate lyn's birthday...was shacked due to trainin beforethat...tjua injured herself during blading (long story)

n the amazing thing is that she still manage to complete 42km marathon next day...veggie also manage to finish the race *claps* to both~

fyp presentation coming this fri...#########

2007-11-29T23:03:00.000+08:00

my skin's peeling due to the tanning on both sat and sun and it looks fugly now =(

i feel damn tried these few days, projects and assignments not done, marketing project haben even touch yet...omg die...and i very tired to work on em now...shall hit the bed soon...chiong after nappin awhile...

i hate chinese medicine...hopefully after finishing the medication, my eye could recover...if not, it's not worth tahan-in the bitterness ><

zzzzzzz

2007-11-22T22:28:00.000+08:00

i feel fat!!!! =(

2007-11-18T12:48:00.000+08:00

project stress!!! omg....!!! *pull hairs* first time i got so many folders and windows opened

slept at 5am last night and woke up at 9am...4 hours of sleep...my eyes bags are forming~ =(

fall back to sleep from till12plus...haix...just cant sleep well...exam stress followed by project stress...let it be over soon!!!

fyp meet coming up...chow~

2007-11-18T02:36:00.000+08:00

cars with modified headlamps SUCKS!!! one almost got mi banged into a lorry in front cos their headlamps damn super fucking bright that it seems to be followin damn close behind, no choice i tend to speed up, at the same time checkin them out with my side mirrors...it's not a one time experience, it happened to mi a quite a few times...this particuler one got mi so pissed off today that i shouted the f word while biking...just too bad the driver cant hear...had the urge to jam brake but don't wanna risk my life, it'll be damn stupid...

lorries are just huge bulky giant monsters without eyes, they tend to change lane without signals which can be damn irritating...i wish they can just disappear...taxis are even worst...oh my~

k...it'll be quite hard to understand the feeling of a biker unless u're one...just ignore my complains...

mood swings are just mood killers,
how i wish there will be a remedy~
the feelings just sucks

2007-11-15T01:00:00.000+08:00

i think slackin at home and not achieving anything SUCKS...feeling really guilty cos i haven progress any further for supply chain revision...luckily tml's paper is at 3pm is not sure no time to study...

jess poi going to genting for like 3 or 4 days with kong long family n...i have the whole room to myself yay!!! actually doesn't make any difference cos i seldom stay at home but surprisingly i starting to miss her le...her bickering with KL in MOS just now really funny...

oh well...life after ica will be as packed!!!

fri - pay bike installment, service bike, captain's ball with SMIT, appreciation dinner at MSP
sat - friendlies with np ( i hope i die cos long time nv train le =x )
sun - chiong-in FYP
mon to fri - school resumes, FYP again ( dunno if inter cons will continue this week )

soon it'll be holidays and exams den graduation!!!! omg time pass like whee~~~~erm....

2007-11-06T00:49:00.000+08:00

team smac~ (i'm burnt after kusu ushering =x)

wah...ERP at BKE started operation today, bad news for motorist and driver...i think wait one day u'll see ERP right outside carpark...everywhere also ERP...sucks!!! gonna wake up slightly earlier to avoid tt stretch of road...=(

2007-11-04T23:46:00.000+08:00

alright, blogger sucks at uploading picture...shall do it some other days...

captain's ball: of all 4 matches (against EEE, CADC, SPSU and SB), we lost to SPSU on fri...ok, SPSU win with their "elbowing" and dirty tricks...(really got mi pissed since the start of the game)...but this wun bring our spirits down...yesterday's match with SB, we win them with our new strategy...kim chee is our star shooter ^^ should see the way she shoots and also tjua's butt skill...*amazed* learnt quite alot from there...realised i'm not really a ball person...got strength but no brain, no correct techniques

last match for our league, against SMIT...good luck to us...

aiming towards semi-finals...go SMAC!!!

i hope i can do it this time round,
wouldn't let anything affect myself
jia you jia you...
2 weeks left~

2007-11-01T13:59:00.000+08:00

woke up this morning and this song came to my mind...i prefer this version of wo zi zai hu ni sung by Jacky Chan and Teresa Teng...original also nice but i tot this is better to put in my blog...so ya

went MOS ytd night...tot will have something to see...as in people dressing up like ghost walking around, should be quite fun...but when i reach there...great disappointment...NOTHING much to see at all...den i realise the actual halloween party is on sat...SIAN DIAO~ but nehmind, interesting experience...wanted to go chomp chomp eat supper, almost lost my way again (as usual)...when i reach there, shops close...den decide to head for prata house...at upper thomson road, i go the wrong direction den very lazy to u-turn back (upper thomson SUPER long stretch of road) so head for a nearby coffeeshop to eat...

reach home around 5 plus...interesting clubbing experience if i at night nth to do can vroom to club walk one round, enjoy music...haha so dumb =x

and random, i realise my leg hair at the lower part of my leg GROW!!! omg damn fugly la...long and curly...bet is the wind when i bike which causes it...sick man!!! i think can comb em lo...haix...

consequences to bear for biking:
1) messy/flat head
2) long, fugly, curly leg hair
3) the particles hitting u during bike
4) haha cant tink of more

but still i enjoy the thrill of the wind and cornering ^^

2007-10-31T20:33:00.000+08:00

ytd i got a hugh lump on my eye, today i got a HUGE pimple =((((

elearning sucks...although i finish doing most of them but...FYP is a huge headache for mi...urg...piak the whole night ytd...gonna let myself enjoy tonight!!! it's HALLOWEEN!!! yay...hahhaa..

some pics from KUSU last sat...

sucks!!!...cant align the pics properly...shithead!!!~ fri captain's ball smac against SPSU...wish us luck ^^

2007-10-30T15:24:00.001+08:00

i got a huge lump on my right eye!!! =(((

inter-cons matches
e-learning, projects, FYP!!!!!
omG!

fyp is a huge killer~ captain lim sorta hint say our project out of point...i'm so gonna die of stress man...alot alot to cover...think this e-learnin will be a DAMN BUSY week for mi

SUCKS BIG BIG TIME!!!!!!!!!!

2007-10-27T19:34:00.000+08:00

i feel miserable today...=(((

dunno is because of the cramps or lack of sleep or never eat enough...don't feel like doing anything much...life is so depressing =((

3 weeks i din't go for polo training due to dang kusu pilgrimage duty...today i'm off duty yet i cant go down for trainin due to damn cramps!@!@!#!@!#@ haix...shouldn't have laughed at bun e day b4, bad karma...=(

next week gonna be e-learning week...afterwhich revision week followed by ica...gosh...and this sem, ALOT of content based modules...nida memorise like siao...gonna mug next 2 weeks!!! and the same time, gonna battle for captain's...gawd!!!

i hate my sickening life now...cant wait for holidays...i miss the old mi, the old days...

my life is in a mess now, so is my room, don't bother don't care, just gonna treat my house as a chalet since all don't mind living in a pig's sty...dang'itdang'ufuckingface~!

2007-10-15T22:31:00.000+08:00

fyp - 46 pages, 8500 words!!! finally...all the consolidation is done...phew~
next up conversion into powerpoint slides...gawd~

alright...at least we've got something there...more touch up to do...appendix and stuffs...

friendly tml with spsu...i hope training wun drag until too long...

i am so damn bored~

should i stay or should i go?

2007-10-11T00:13:00.000+08:00

poi is so damn tired now...training was fun yesterday though tiring...sma ppl really chiongster sial...think they really wanna win the medal for captain's ball...make us run...hope the strat will work out...fri another trainin, friendly with another group of smac ppl...wonder how to rot from 12 to 6 =(

after captain's ball, joined xh, nad and tll throw ball and pumping...totally shagged but they were funny...what test reaction then receive ball...make mi malu...i think i made a fool outta myself these few days...omg...in class, on court and in front of friends...diao~ dunno where to hide myself...

erm...today's smac 3 on 3 was indeed awesome with the combination of tjua, veggie, julian and myself = team veggie monster...haha...fun fun, actually i think we can make it to the semi finals (details refer to veggie's blog) but it's ok la, good game good game ppl...tjua last 3 pointer really shuai...don't hao lian ar tjua...=p

ok...i goin to sleep super duper tired...feel like skipping the first lesson tml...

yawns zzzzz

2007-10-06T00:06:00.000+08:00

dread biking!!!...biked everyday for this whole week!!!! shitty man...it's damn tiring biking and news reports today tt on the average there is one accident involving motorbike every 2 days (if i never hear wrongly just now) very sian diao~ how i wish i can depend more on public transport but lazy to get up earlier for 8 o'clock lessons...cos i know i've to preserve my energy for the whole day...(have long lessons on tues and thurs) in conclusion, MY TIMETABLE SHUCKS...if only my timetable wasn't so sucky...i need not bike...and now, need to decide to bike or not to bike to MPA building tml...making decisions are so URG!!!!

if only i don't have choices...
sick and tired of things that are happening...
i hate myself for tt...

2007-09-30T23:00:00.000+08:00

i solved rubik cube 7 times today, all 6 sides...finally figured out the correct way of solving it, yesh~...the trend started by feldy when we saw him playin with it on tue...xc borrowed the cube home, heard tt she took one and a half hour to complete one side...damn diao~ next day i use like 5 mins to complete one side in class...haha

my lovely chanty just send mi the pics taken during our date on 10 sep 2007

venue: night safari
persons involved: chanty, charlotte, von and joy
time: approx 6+pm
ambience: wild

fish combo~

chicken combo~

chanty~

vondy~

joy~

qiqi tryin to act fierce

foursome~

i won the first prize in the lucky draw...lol =p

qi still feeling hungry after dinner so von feed her with her hair

happy us...happy mi, thanks gals ^^

muahaha...omg...i suddenly haf craving for the food there, it was really superb!!! we gonna catch up soon man =)

2007-09-30T02:34:00.000+08:00

You are the World

Completion, Good Reward.

The World is the final card of the Major Arcana, and as such represents saturnian energies, time, and completion.

The World card pictures a dancer in a Yoni (sometimes made of laurel leaves). The Yoni symbolizes the great Mother, the cervix through which everything is born, and also the doorway to the next life after death. It is indicative of a complete circle. Everything is finally coming together, successfully and at last. You will get that Ph.D. you've been working for years to complete, graduate at long last, marry after a long engagement, or finish that huge project. This card is not for little ends, but for big ones, important ones, ones that come with well earned cheers and acknowledgements. Your hard work, knowledge, wisdom, patience, etc, will absolutely pay-off; you've done everything right.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

2007-09-29T19:10:00.000+08:00

if only we had training in SP swimmin pool...i don't mind going down for training everyday...*sighs

first week of school passed peacefully...which means one week nearer to exams, one week nearer to graduation, one week nearer to entering the working society...gawd...

i realise i really haf to treasure the time spent together with the polymates cos we'll be leaving each other soon...also to all dmtm3Bs, MUST CHIONG CHIONG CHIONG for our last sem le...FYP, send mi drafts ppl!!! ><

some random pics taken in class

keep ur mind focus
don't drift

2007-09-25T23:22:00.000+08:00

second day of school...people!!! i din't sleep at all in class becos xiao cong keep BULLYIN MI and don't let mi sleep!!! =(...anyway found out something amazing, XC can write with both hands *pull hairs*...but her handwriting already atrocious so both hands' handwriting also sama sama...lol...

i so so so wanna watch zhang hui mei concert...'ve been a fan of hers since young due to aunt's influence...but NO money...=( hope aunt will sponsor mi abit ^^

oh crap tot tml no class in the mornin only need to go school for GEMS BUT FUCK!!! ANK wans his tutorial...urg...and clever mi can go around reminding ppl to bring science practical book and calculator, in the end I FORGET TO BUY MY PRAC BOOK!!! WTF!!! what's happening to me seriously!!!! and i FORGET to deposit my pay cheque...FISH!!! urg!!!

i'm suppose to be downstairs playing candles now but guess what, mum called and ask mi go home check whether the stove is off, and also at the same time i FORGET to shit when i leave house...so went home, den lazy to get out already...leaving cai xia behind with her "er hm"...lol...poor her...

i hate myself for all that man...but anyway found out lots of amusing stuffs...really CHEAP THRILL...

ok, this is a damn random post, just blog what i feel, it's very here and there and i don't give a fuckin damn~ pardon my fuckin language cos i'm in a fucked-up mood now...

oh well...life moves on...*sighs*

2007-09-23T15:07:00.000+08:00

woosh~ i woke up at 2.15pm...yay!!! actually got disturbed in the middle of my sleep around 9plus but learn from xiao cong, don't care and cuddle my booster back to sleep...

*signs* no more sleepin late...had dreams that i've to wake up early today cos it's monday!!! den i checked my phone a few times, count thru my days...it was SUNDAY!!!...yup CAN sleep late...and went back to sleep again...ok i think i'm weird~ in conclusion, i manage to sleep in but NOT peacefully...due to disturbance and WEIRD DREAMS...

gosh...i declare myself bankrupt...cos i am SERIOUSLY BROKE...=((

2007-09-23T03:29:00.001+08:00

it's gonna be 4am soon and i'm still AWAKE!!! muahaha...it's a good sign that i am feeling sleepy...wanna sleep til super uber late...

hope i wun be disturbed by mum's screaming, brother's computer rattering and handphone ringing (gonna off my phone for fuck's sake)

I WISH I CAN SLEEP IN TILL 2PM+++ WITHOUT GETTING DISTURBED FROM MY SLEEP!!!

i wish i wish for my wish to come true~

this holiday is coming to an end...enjoyed myself with the trips to JB and KL, birthday celebrations, chalet, outings, hang outs, nat champs, trainings, gathering, clubbing etc...

one thing i that regret...confessions never made and i gonna give up...wish u all the best...what's there for mi to hold back???...
not anymore and i gonna let go...

phew~ bed time people ^^

2007-09-23T01:38:00.000+08:00

i am just TIRED!!! don't feel like blogging much...interested to know more about my kl trip, go to veggie's blog...lolx

i feel like running away~
haix~
i give up!

2007-09-19T12:11:00.000+08:00

i'll be away for 987654321 days....

don't miss mi people~

BYE!

2007-09-18T01:54:00.000+08:00

feel so urgh!!! too much stuffs...too little time....and holidays gonna come to an end...DAMN FAST!!!...soon it's gonna be christmas and a new year~~~ terrible horrible....

i've been walkin and walkin for long distances these two days...ytd from orchard walk to lavander...today, from lavander walk to kallang...how tragic!!! i'm starting to hate walking...

and damn kw, thanks for ur "amazing entry" (she's only 19 and she's dropping hair) watch out man u...got mi so pissed off in the middle of the night!!!

driver cant take pic *shake head*

retarded pork~!!

so long~

specially to lyn...cheer up ok...when we're not around for the next few days...don't sad sad...i know u'll cos u'll miss mi-Mi-MI...hahaha...be happy...we'll be back soon...thanks for the muffins...feel so loved...

life goes round and round~

2007-09-16T02:38:00.000+08:00

i am an insensitive 12ram geek!!!!

u need to paint the full picture den i'll understand can? if not...u'll be talkin to an shitty IDIOT!!!

muahaha...

i miss my driver~

2007-09-14T15:44:00.000+08:00

bun working...

the same bun not wearing specs on the left hand side

see the diff bun??? omg...stop wearing tt obb specs of urs man...ur eyes so nice...can fang dian~y choose to wear specs...i think i can bring u for a makeover...den bun fu will be so mesmerized by u...thanks to mi ^^

muahaha...i'm gawd damn bored...going to work in 3 hours time...dreadful man~~~

2007-09-13T14:08:00.000+08:00

i'm back!!! from chalet...miss mi miss mi???? muahaha

first thing i do when i reach home, checked out what kinda surprise the veggie boy had got mi...omg...damn sweet of him...really appreciate it...u really plant a BIG smile on the BIG girl's face...thanks thanks =)

well, shall bring the time back to mon (10 sep 07)

meet up with gulinggei ppl-apple, banana and ella...went to night safari...really enjoyed myself cos it's my first time there...saw quite alot of ex yt ppl workin there...was tempted to work there too...kinda like the uniform and workin environment...but guess, the only problem for mi is commitment, tied down by too much stuffs =( back to topic...these 3 wahaha ppl really make my night...i really tot those tribal ppl will drag mi up to the stage man...=x and shank you shank you for the presents and the enjoyable moments, we shall meet up and chill again soon ^^

char - joy - chan - von

smiles

my birthday (11 sep 07)

supposingly tot it's gonna be a damn emo day for mi but not...thanks to mushy's arrangements and artellians

went to chalet to leave my stuffs first thing in the mornin, met tjua go see whether can can discount for my chrome bag, but the uncle damn "cat", end up buyin 2 bags using the money jess gave mi as birthday present...den...off to sentosa...tjua ar tjua...got loop holes leh...i can sense what's goin to happen in the end...but nevertheless, appreciated ur effort to plan and make mi happy ^^ lurve ya *pukes*

was extremely trilled by this scooter ^^

went back to join the rest in downtown after this...artellians too surprise mi with the smokey ambience...naughty jo still can pretend to be drunk...yaya as if i believe...lol...really thanks alot peep...paiseh nv wear the outfit to club cos not really in the mood...but not to worry, i'll wear tt out one day for u guys ^^...i just realised, no pics from the chalet itself...how come this time not much cam whoring??? haha...i guess we know why... =p nehmind, still had fun...

thanks alot ppl who made my birthday this year so enjoyable...though very tired now...but will never forget my 19th birthday ^^

not forgetting my family for the pre birthday celebrations...

~yay
so tempted to cut my hair now...but beauty sleep first...*yawns*

2007-09-07T00:29:00.000+08:00

muahaha...i found my CHROME!!!! butden damn EXXXX!!! $199 for small one, $219 for the large one, i think $259 for bigger one, $299 for the giant size...think i gettin the large one...seems cool...who wanna sponser mi???? i hope mummy and daddy can sponser abit =x...

hia so mean to xia...keep hittin her head...random

omg...i feel like running away~ life jus ****

2007-09-06T01:59:00.000+08:00

i miss my laogong!!! omg...wonder is it still alive or not...bandaged and safe in the band store or ended up somewhere else????

well...had dreams about it ytd...i returned back to band, chew asked mi to teach rachel how to play the mace (super random)...was elighted to share my skills of tossing and throwing it...fun...den the alarm rang -_-" i think i went back to sleep again...wanted to get back the same dream but nah~

recalled back the past...when i practised throwin the mace in the field...screamin and running away from it when it falls instead of catching it, the mace top loosen and became two pieces, ncc ppl watchin from down below, imitating mi screamin etc...butden i manage to master the skill of throwin the mace high up (not really super high) and catchin it myself...afterwhich overcoming the barrier of throwin it on the concrete ground...oh man...those were the days...

btw, training today just SUCKS!!!! shan't mention the details...anyway glad that artellians stood by each other whenever things happens...we must unite and fight all the way man!!! gogogo *roars*

2007-09-04T00:57:00.000+08:00

...heard from von one of our sec sch friend commit suicide...damn shockin...was like ponderin who's the guy when i viewed von's blog...when von told mi and i looked at his friendster...three letters, OMG!!!!

...life is so unpredictable, nobody would know what will happen tomorrow...and i seriously think commitin suicide is the silliest, childishiest, OBB way to settle stuffs...i mean, u leave ur love ones behind to weep, carry ur burden etc...haix...

if i would ever die one day under whatever circumstances...first thing to mention is big thanks to my family and friends for being there for mi...i think i failed as a person somehow, being insensitive, dunno how to balance friendship, handle relationship and family etc...but i really hope tos affected could forgive mi somehow...

sorry daddy and mummy for being a bad daughter, keep stayin out these few days, doin stuffs which disappoint u all, make u all worry so much...and not being filial...but somehow i cant help behaving this way...my temper become so bad tt i lose my patience to communicate with u all...i feel reallly sorry bout this...

to friends out there...i admit i happen to neglect some of u sometimes when i got close to another clique...i sucks at balancing...really...i hope u all wun blame mi...
to ukw, i nv regret knowing u and got myself so over u...thank u for the memories created...thou i still carry some hope...i know it's not possible anymore
hahaha...i sounded as if i'm reallly dyin soon...but really nobody knows what will happen next day...i hope ppl out there, cherish ur life man...

live strong~

kay...one more sem to graduation...i think i should enjoy this holiday more...think i should not work anymore...last holiday that i'll be hafin before steppin to the workin society...if i din manage to get the scholarship for AMC...i would haf to work...=(

i wish my dreams could come true...AMC-Tasmania, NAVY...yay!!!

2007-09-03T12:57:00.000+08:00

alright...ytd's a good game...went drinkin at nad's workplace after that...initially tot can tahan since i only had a few sips of red and white wine...den aft tt got abit drowsy...don't think i can bike home so ask mushy to come and pick mi up...yay...driver is the BEST!!! hahaha...stayed in her car and talked until 5 plus 6, dad called mi and i told him i'm in the car downstairs...this mornin he and mum discussed i might be lesbian-in with a girl in the middle of the night...so damn
-___-" driver, if u see this u'll lol...can imagine ur reaction...muahaha

i still feel sleepy man...but cant get back to sleep...sucky fyp logbook...gawd~ can i just f cares about it??? erm...

i've seen it coming
should i still cling on?
sometimes i wonder~
how n why...

2007-08-30T15:32:00.000+08:00

went clubbin with nad ytd...i still prefer phuture...ok..was pretty tired cos day activities drained out more than half of my energy not to say the night...but alright la...had fun...

gymmin was done in the noon with xy, afterwhich acc bun go buy bra...muahaha...i just realise the sizes for bra changed, it wasn't like 34, 36 for the width, it became 70, 75 kinda rangin...was amused...den i got my size measured...i tot my width would be like 90...but surprising not...wahaha...=x

den off to meet the group consistin of gin, bun, xy, wl, emilyn, zy, jas and myself...the pics shall do the talkin...

the slides abit messy...will edit again...goin out...kw kept callin n callin...urg
(edited)

2007-08-27T20:48:00.000+08:00

my dear groupmates, if u're readin this please send me your part for fyp to my email asap okok??? cos i need to consolidate and let capt aung see this wed...no time no time liao...*ke lian look*

haha...i'm super injured now...whole body aching and ALOT of BIG FAT FUGLY bruises on my thigh due to the stupid vam thigh brace...cos i'm cap-ing pro...cap-ed alot of times during match, roll until got bruises...machiam give ppl pinch until siao...

say hello to the "lovely" bruises

ok...this sat more matches...gonna chiong...think cant work animore...hopefully that agency ppl let mi off...if not worst come to worst SACK mi...hahaha...gettin lazy...don't feel like workin man!!! =(

poi just wanna play durin this holiday...even thou no money...who wanna gib mi money??? hahahhaa

2007-08-21T03:00:00.000+08:00

...watched 881 today!!! superb...very hilarious, furnie, wahaha...kept listening to the soundtrack...ji lan ji bua, gan qing buay sua~~~

i think this week will be a fully packed week for mi...=(

mon - fyp, watch movie
tue - number sticker huntin, gym training
wed - FEREX @ poly marina, bun's birthday
thurs - unplanned but got smth on still, helmet customisation, stayover @ my hse???
fri - bun birthday celebrations, work 7pm - 11pm (gawd, dreadful ><)
sat - IVP nat champs, work 7pm-11pm
sun - IVP nat champs

i just hope this week to end meaningfully...and looking forward to next week...erm erm erm...

2007-08-20T15:29:00.001+08:00

hungry!!!

yayness...i manage to sort of complete my part in FYP after 2 hours of research ^^...and also the template for the report...piew...not gonna stress over this anymore...actually wanna do ytd night but in the end watching shows till 5plus and nv do anything...

ok...time to go out...

omg omg ivp...nat champs...trainings...work...

no time NO time NO TIME!!!

stupid stupid dumb dumb sick entry

2007-08-19T20:23:00.000+08:00

my life just reached yet another turnin point...had dreams...but yet dreams wun come true...super sian diao with life...shouldn't have started anything in the first place...got myself more hurt...and now even deeper...SHUCKS!!!!

urgh...i wish i was dead now...

Hurt - Christina Agulera

2007-08-16T12:19:00.001+08:00

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss
You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that
I've missed you since you've been away

Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line to try to turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself

By hurting you

2007-08-15T01:25:00.000+08:00

i think i just got FAR TOO MUCH things to do that i dunno which one to start with...OMG...ok...firstly i'm happy i get to try good food these few days....secondly, i manage to find a job as beer sampling promoter but dunno whether to commit not...thirdly, i'm going JB to SHOP this thurs!!!! yayness...*jumps* hur hur hur

ok...well life is so damn packed now...i dunno what to do...so in a mess...at the same time have to train for IVP...hopefully i can gear up before the champs, do my best and not to commit the same stupid mistakes again...i do really wish that artellians can work together as a team together with the 2 Ks to produce results...i believe we can~~~

enjoy life, train hard, don't procrastinate!!!! ^^

2007-08-13T23:08:00.000+08:00

nearly lost my bike just now...locked my keys in under the seat after i hooked the parking coupon by the side...when i close the seat cover den realise WTP!!!!...super SHOCKED!!!...i tot xin ying was trying to play with mi den keep the keys in her pocket but unfortunately NOT...i think i super blur...URGH!!!! almost tempted to break open the seat cover or use smth sharp to unlock the seat...out of desperation i pulled the side of the seat and YAY can reach for the keys...wahaha...

ate good food for dinner...holland v's katong laksa and nasi lemak...afterwhich biked XY to bugis (liang seah street) to eat desert - mango sago with pomelo and black sesame paste with tang yuan...YUMMY...

zzzZZZZzzzzZZZZZzzzzZZZZZzzz

2007-08-13T00:00:00.000+08:00

life is so damn hectic for mi for the past few days...nevertheless...exams are over yay!!!! ^-^

friday
after ship management paper....went lottas places, biked xy home, go ASPhoon pay bike installments, tanlin halt to cut my hair, queenstown swimmin complex to bathe den to chomp chomp to eat...

chomp chomp was indeed awesome with the company - bun, bun fu, xin ying, gin, kw, jeremy, jas, weiling, zhengyu and emilyn...eat a table full of food such as carrot cake, hokkien mee, stingray, lala, seafood you tiao sugarcane bla bla bla...super duper full...afterwhick, go the amk hub play "tou lan ji"...play until my arms become numb...den acc bun play DDR...the ddr in amk hub sucks...got centre portion to stomp...usually normal don't haf...we play until second stage fail...so diao -__-" den went to eat anderson ice cream (not as good as B&J) biked wl home..reach home quite late =(

saturday
trainin @ 8am!!!...very sian diao trainin already...partly becos trainin's at kallang den also my teammates...can tell they also sian trainin so why should i train so hard...canoe polo is a team thing...really see no point in improvin...if only i can get motivated...haix...lost my soul in trainin...i'm lost!!!

after trainin meet xy and wl...wl luh...say she alone at dg den i haf to ps artellians to go acc her...feel so bad...this creature better ow mi something good...lol...wait for xy to go eat lunch toge den...B&J again!!!...after wl left, acc xy go cine...den to hereen den back to selegie drink tao huay...last stop PS...my legs almost break into 2!!!...trainin already so tiring still walk so much...><

sunday
friendlies at tp...biked tll over...i think i too tired le keep showing attitude face but i don't care...really tired and i WUN force myself to smile...den during match make stupid mistakes really hate myself...shit mi...shitted there...wun make much comments also...haix...sucks sucks sucks

aft friendlies biked over to kallang...(help shift boats over) super sianx...den to suntec...wah...i can almost bike the whole of sing today...after leaving suntec...den to...lazy to list out....went chomp chomp in the night with xy...tll and des joined us later...quite filling the food...but i think we ate quite little as compared to friday...guess my stomach shrunk...oh well...ok shall stop here...it's GETTIN TOO LONG...but one thing i must say...xy got stucked in the petrol kiosk toilet...muahaha...so DUMB lo...joke of the day se-ri-ous-ly...

wanna sleep NOW!!!

found out smth...should i make any moves??? erm...

2007-08-09T12:58:00.000+08:00

2007-08-09T12:39:00.000+08:00

whee...last paper last paper...woot!!! okok...things to do in this holiday

1) find an ideal part time job
2) check out careers @ arm forces (wanna sign on)
3) cut my stupid hair
4) train and do well for IVP
5) celebrate bun and momo's birthday (bun force mi to wear skirt *sobs*)
6) personalise my bike to doraemon theme...*yay*
7) enjoy like siao
8) go clubbing
9) polish and play my trombone
10) go around singapore on bike and eat good food...(who wanna acc mi???)
11) go on shoppin spree in malaysia
12) shop shop and shop, eat and eat, sleep zZZZZz grow FAT...wahahah
13)my birthday coming - 11 sept

lookin forward to holidays...more stuffs for mi to do...yay =0 HURRAY...

ok goin back to study...

what's with the coffee when i still cant get over tea???

2007-08-04T23:48:00.000+08:00

my back ache!!! seriously and i dunno why...maybe biked too much recently...

got myself 4 donuts today yay!!! but too bad don't have glazed

goin out to KL's house to study AGAIN!!!...hopefully all the impt info can sink into my head!!!

before i leave...i must say smth!!!! i saw an accident just now while biking home!!!...was concentrading on the road infront din't actually see what exactly happen but i presume it's a motorbike accident...the man look dead lying on the road...and i was god damn traumatised!!!...the scene still couldn't get off my head...gosh...sudden tot of what if the person lying there is me??? what willl happen...how can i answer to my mum...bla bla bla...damn dangerous...haix...but i still cant stop riding how???...it's like part of my life already...feels weird not riding.......><

siao wei ling don't go on diet lar...u're NOT FAT at all!!! umph~

it's a joy to eat and shit...=)))

2007-08-02T01:33:00.000+08:00

actually wanna upload my napfa results shown in SAS but come to think of it like abit paiseh to show...run super slow for napfa...nth compared to XY's timing...she scored 30 leh...don't pray pray...aiya for me gold can liao~ =p did i mention i got a free crumpler pouch??? but too bad it's pink in colour...

hehex...i think teasing kai boon is a joy for us...(i think kai wun come to my blog right???) anyway...presenting my new "eyecandy"...

omg i think i super bad...but...haha...quite entertaining...=p...

okay...went thru my past photos shall randomly post some pics...

trombone section 2004

i looked like as if got banana skins by my sides...=x

this is like erm 2-3 years ago??

then a "lady"...

now a.......wahaha...

i'm so amazed by my change but i DON'T CARE and DON'T GIVE A FUCKIN DAMN!!!!...happy can liao...whoosh...gonna mug...urg...life is so damn &^%%$^%$#&

shitted again~

2007-07-30T22:44:00.000+08:00

haix...life sucks...becos of somebody's reminder i realise how BAD and EVIL a person i am...so insensitive towards others and dunno how to manage my circle of friends...i think a haf alot of friends but......=(( for one period i'm close to someone afterwhich i'll friend-hop...what kinda shitty person i'm...come to think of it...i fail to contact those who were once very close to mi...i SUCK!!! seriously....haix...i think i don't deserve true friends...i should be isolated...sorry to those whom i neglected...i dunno what's wrong with me...finding excuses or what...dunno how to explain my stand and i find no point in explainin cos i also don't understand myself...

to u know who...i'm not affected, just very pissed with myself...haix...shall go back to study...

2007-07-29T23:45:00.001+08:00

mum bought mi hair tonic...and...good breakfast today (got you tiao, butterfly, soyabean and she cooked dao suan)...due to eye infection din't go for trainin today...my eye is much better now...not as swollen...erm...

i find the hair tonic thing interestin...like facial, got step 1 (cleansing), step 2(toner) and step 3(moisturing)...for hair gowth, it's step 1 : wet the hair, remove dead sculp by applyin that smelly lotion and massage for 10 min, step 2: shampooing, step 3: dry the hair den spray hair tonic and massage again...occassionally from now i would tap my head to stimulate the hair cells...hahaha....grow hair grow =))))

well...now that i'm done with all the projects and e learnin...must start revision...next sun got friendly at ntu...omg...ica will be the following day...in fact maritime law will start on fri...gosh...stress!!!! but cannot pull my hair now...cos no more hair to pull already...=(((

gogogogo

2007-07-28T23:07:00.000+08:00

i'm aching ALL OVER...guess is due to lack to gyming, i feel so weeak now...my legs are jelly and my my shoulder blade hurts AGAIN!!! and all to thanks to the "clean" kallang water my right eye is swollen now...feel so tortured!!! oh man...might as well kill mi...

law proj sucks...the more i read my comments the more i find it crappy...guess i should redo...grades ain't that fantastic so need depend on proj to pull my grades up...but but but SUPER no mood to do editing now due to the numbness all over my body...i just feel like lying flat on the bed and not do anything now...

=(((((((( i need a doraemon badly~~~

-craving for donuts

2007-07-25T23:24:00.000+08:00

sofo stressftress killfill mifi!!!!!!!!! omft!!!! shitfhit warfar shitfhit evfveryfrywherefhere...kaoxfaox...chowfhow cheefhee byefye...kaofao beifei!!!!!!

isfwtabtp =x

2007-07-24T01:57:00.000+08:00

still awake...say wanna go to sleep till now still online, listening to phantom of the opera soundtracks...bring back memories that i don't think can forget easily...haix...'ve still been thinkin back about the time spent though the gang of ppl i'm with nowadays kept diverting my attention...really nonsense bunch of ppl...sometimes it's hilarious to see em in action...

dissac??? ideairbihtbwys...

think it's near impossible that miracles could happen...study hard joy gambatte....!!!!

EXAMS GOGOGO HOLIDAYS COME COME COME!!!!~~~!!! =)))

2007-07-22T19:00:00.000+08:00

OMFG...damnnnn stress...'m stucked at my FYP oh shoos~~~den jess friends kept mi entertained with their oldies played through the phone...their convo damn cute la...bth...LMAO...cant wait for holidays to come...exams comin~~~ must tune to study mode now...

jess birthday btw...happy sweet 17 =)...haha...my hair super messy cos i just woke up after the mizuno run =x bet xy, wl still sleepin lo...oh well...

i'm sorry if i caused any misunderstandings...if got any doubts ask mi...i'm very open still...my mind now is still in a mess so don't blame mi if i ever phrase things wrongly...

2007-07-17T00:33:00.001+08:00

i feel so mean!!!!! stab mi 1987875765 times...i actually ps von for her post birthday celebrations today...all becos of the greediness to play...so so so damn sorry vondy...'ll make up to u one day k??? feel so bad =((( din't get to join u, char and chan to MOS on sat (i think they gonna kill mi also, due to inflexibility to ps my the other friend cos she also hafin b-dae celebration, hard to plan something good for u) den today, becos wanna play with xin yin's car i ps-ed u again...a millon apologies...still feel so blardy bad...

anyway...came across this...damn meaningful...don't sue mi for copyright =x

Keep in mind when two friends fall in love, they learnt they were meant for each other.
When they fall out of love, they realise they want to keep each other forever

hope it applies to mi too...oh well~

2007-07-16T15:03:00.000+08:00

my dream ends here~~~

2007-07-16T11:23:00.000+08:00

poi family...lol...now know why i botak??? =x

did something sinful...dad must be damn disappointed in mi...=(((

2007-07-11T22:37:00.001+08:00

omfg....i left my smac pullover in tp pool yesterday!!! sucks!!!! feel super sian diao~~~ luckily they kept it with the lifeguard if not i can bye bye to the jacket...

poly 50 today...MADNESS...chiong like siao but dunno why don't feel as tiring as last year...maybe it's becos we did train before the run itself...and awesome!, we manage to squeeze to 5th position..yay!!! didn't chiong for nth...and in return...we get $30 nike voucher!!! wahaha

after the run damn hungry, the hunger is really indescribable...went to clementi and i ate like a pig which starve for 10 days...guess what, i order 4 pieces of zui kuay, nasi lemak PLUS bee hoon (one BIG packet), finished all and ate durian, 1 tutu kuay, rojak and pinch on people's food...luckily i manage to release some out just now if not can forget about sleeping...damn bloated...

ok...found out something today which dash my hopes...nehmind...will find better alternatives...

jess finally finish her art work...here's the piece...

another angle

i think it's nice la...got abit of 3-D effect...hopefully she can get A for that...see her piak like siao for art...haha...

will upload pics for poly 50 next time...

2007-07-08T16:45:00.000+08:00

blissful??? couples wed simply to take up responsiblity or out of love??? qns here is there ever true love existing???

2007-07-08T15:26:00.000+08:00

munchin a huge bar of kit kat chunky white...damn shiok~~~

stayed at home the whole day what a miracle..haha...did my proj, sort out my notes, did my csw assignments...from 12 till now...wanna go out cos damn bored but luckily mum bought home FOOD...ok damn satisfied now...later goin to restaurant for dinner...awesome!!!!

ok next week will be a damn hectic week for me...got clashes for some of the plans i made...dunno what to do...shall see how...

more food~~~
i am growing fat FAt FAT!!!

2007-07-08T01:51:00.000+08:00

first trainin at kallang today...omg total turn off...should be there to witness how DIRTY the water is...till now i feel damn disgusted by the sight (all the rubbish and the layer of oil floating around the place where we launch the boat)...OMFG!!!! gosh, wouldn't want to cap in kallang SE-RIOUS-LY!!!

off to do my projects and practise my CSW...damn damn tired...but gonna chiong...!!! go go go...

it's all over~~~ haix~~~
kmsdbtfy

2007-07-02T22:44:00.000+08:00

cant believe i actually gobble up my BIG BOWL of maggie mee in less than 3 minutes...was really super hungry...dunno will i get constipation or my shit will turn out hard...haha....my meals very irregular nowadays and i think i tio gastric very easily...sadden...

omg...i really wish time will lengthen...got a list of things i wanna do...

1) bake a cheesecake
2) learn to bake cookies
3) learn to cook a decent meal
4) polish my trombone
5) spray my bicycle black (if only it's not stolen) =(
6) window shopping (no money to spend)
7) spend my $50 taka voucher
8) go recruitment centre to check out NAVY and Air Force details
9) sort out pictures and songs in my lappy
10) check out which university to go to after grad
11) learn a new language (malay or japanese)
12) learn drumming

and so on........

really got lottas things i wanna do...life sucks...hopefully next holiday i need not work...haix

2007-07-01T20:22:00.001+08:00

LIFE SUCKS

2007-07-01T20:14:00.000+08:00

Please read the rules first:
Each player of the game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves.People who get tagged needs to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly.In the end, you'll need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names.

(1) i love shitting
(2)i'll shit on the average 3 times a day
(3)i WANNA SHAVE MY HEAD one day
(4)i am cute (weird)
(5)doraemon is as cute as me (even weird)
(6)i wish i can be brain dead now...no need to think...cos thinking kills brain cells...brain dead = more brain cells...but brain cells for what if i'm brain dead...wah...see...power of thinking...keep linkin things up...haix

6 people to be tagged:
1: kahwoon
2: gladys
3: meh meh
4: chris
5: xiao huang
6: chantelle

2007-07-01T19:53:00.000+08:00

ran for MILK run today...4km...dunnno why i cant complete the whole race without stopping as in walked for short distances in between...guess my stamina is going from bad to worst...haix...

before the MILK run start, yee aung was talking about the Hair for Hope thingy and i was really interested...it's something like having your head shaved for children cancer foundation - charity work...so cool...besides i want to shave my head long ago to regrow my hair (cos abit botak) and this is a good reason to get my head shaved...den kah woon say he will go for it...was damn shocked (cos he SOSOSO vain =x) hence dared him by saying if he shave, i'll shave...rachael also went saying: "he shave, joy shave, i'll shave."

after the run the four of us rushed down to velocity for the event...the organisers say have to get parents' consent for ppl below 21...called my dad and he disapprove strongly...sadden...for rachael also the same...in the end only yee aung and kah woon got their heads shaved...how noble *kudos*...if only my dad allow i'll surely go for it...haix...abit dumb la...for walk-ins to pay $30 to get their heads shaved...but all for charity, it's worth it...got a few girls also shaved their heads...i can remember this long hair girl, quite good lookin and her hair of perfect condition (in my opinion) got her head shaved too...ppl out there, if u ever see anybody botak, do admire their courage man...*kudos to all of em*

omg...really wanna shave my head...hate my hair seriously...don't be surprise if i ever shave my head one day......off to cut my hair...

2007-06-28T12:55:00.000+08:00

DePrEsSeD!!!

lost my bicycle yesterday!!!! mountain bike leh...somemore it's a gift from jackson...changed the seat myself...super heartache...drive round sembawang estate to look for it at night...damn it...curse that person who stole my bike...guess it's all retribution...WTH~

got the CISCO letter also...$70 omg....can buy a bicyle....now i link everything to that haix...lose one mode of transport gonna lost another one soon...have to surrender my motorbike key to dad on sun...3 more days of riding...whoever wanna pillion my bike...this would be the last chance...

life is SO so SO SuCkY!!!!

2007-06-26T13:44:00.000+08:00

so happi...class gonna end at 2.15
so sad...my ica this sem not doin as expected
so exciting...goin for drinkin this fri
so vex...life sucks
so tired...lack of sleep

haix...how i wish that you can be there for mi always...

2007-06-24T22:15:00.000+08:00

JOYCELYN DOREEN POI LI LING IS NOTHING BUT A PIECE OF SHIT!!!

full of shit
shitty thinking...
shitty head
shitty ass
shitty everything

NOTHING BUT SHIT SHIT SHIT!!!

fucking holy shit~~~

2007-06-20T02:00:00.001+08:00

sorry i would still like to say i'm LACK of sleep again!!! haix...actually wanted to sleep in on sun and mon since no work but all thanks to my mum, bro and my cousin, i woke up in a shocked state and couldn't get back to sleep after that those two days...i do hope i'll have a peaceful night sleep before school reopens...but have to work~~~~ haix...sucks!!!!!!!!!

okay...what i wanna say is my colleague from my itp company, yuki had just gave birth to a baby girl...felt so happy for her...went to visit her just now...the baby and her looked quite alike, also, yuki and her mum looked alike...it's like 3 persons lookin alike from 3 different generations...how interesting...was very happy to see her ending her sufferings, no need to hear her complain about her bloated tummy le, though she still complains now...n n n cant wait to go eat good food with her next time ^-^

afterwhich met cai xia "tong pang" her go eat prata...hahaha...must advertise here, the prata shop further down sembawang shopping down was SUPER DUPER BAGUS!!!! =) den rode her to my aunt's house see my xiao bai (pet tortoise), wah, it became damn huge lo...well wanted to upload the pic i took but very lazy...hahaha...if i'm not wrong, i had it since sec 4, it's like 3 years plus years old now...from super mini size to a giant now...lol...cool~~~

drink 2 bottles of heineken...not enough sial~ cant wait to drink again this coming thurs...very vex...happen to know things that pieced up together and get the big picture now...i must say i have no regrets...well...life sucks...i wish i can get away...quit it~~~

2007-06-10T23:42:00.000+08:00

i guess flu bugs jus lurve mi so much that they're back to my side once again..havin very bad flu now...sianx...sick...hate getting sick during holidays... =(

gonna have holiday for 2 weeks, going back hotel rendezvous and work starting next wed...sianx...dread working but have to keep aside some savings for the genting trip and my bike installments...haix...

ok...went to macritchie tis mornin and tried rowin k2 with tll...we nv cap sial...big achievement ^-^...but i cap ALOT of times tryin out k1...it's was super duper hard gettin inside k1 and balancin on it...got a big bruise on my thigh and my knee scar got blisters...omg...injuries again...sian diao~~~

reached home, fall asleep, wake up, decided to pack and vacuum my house...it was in a TOTAL MESS...dunno how my family can tahan...oh well...guess it's much neater now...feelin sweaty again...gonna bathe and go out later to chill with hia and xia...=)

so bored...gonna start on my fyp soon...

life is boring~

2007-06-06T04:15:00.000+08:00

1. i need sleep
2. i badly need sleep
3. I NEED TO SLEEP!!!!

argh...lack of sleep these few days...super duper tired, cant seem to concentrade on the things i do and this is very very f f f bad...had too much things at the back of my mind and i totally hate my life now seriously...cant wait for my exams to be over but yet, the tot of having to work during holidays and settlin FYP really make me wanna freeze time...cant get to sleep now...omg...life sucks~

2007-05-31T00:38:00.000+08:00

was camwhoring in class the other day (forget when) with ms quek's phone...just simply love the pics...tot they were cool...took lottas pic with veggie boy...(he forced mi to put em up) hahaha....kidding la...no offence...=)

yea...us...

veggie boy n poi...i think i look more man than him =x

us again...

again...

AND again (still got pics in taken from his lappy, i think our pics can form a folder)

mi and bun...yea...love her man...

too bad von wasn't around to add to the collection due to chicken pox...omg...i miss her...cant wait to see her back in school but scare tio chicken pox from her...forgave mi if i stay a distance away from u k??? get well soon von von =)

kla kla...need to study now...sianx...

i hate my life now...=(

what's wrong between us??? haix

2007-05-28T14:09:00.000+08:00

so bored!!! his lesson is so damn boring...i rather do something meaningful here...haha...wasn't payin full attention but i guess should be able to capture the main points cos i CAN MULTI TASK!!! haha...anyway very sian diao, sp pool is closed for renovation which means no more trainin in clean water...sucks...i wonder when will i be able to enter the water without worrying for my "bak kua" to come off...cant wait to train and get tanned...super injury prone...firstly back ache, den accident...should wrap myself up like a mummy and walk about so that i wun get injured...and ya...plus diapers...i ser-ious-ly think there's something wrong with my digestive system...it's either i got small bladder and rectum or my stomach is working too well with the straight intestines...i tend to visit the toilet umpteen times a day...FYI i DB at least 3 times daily and i startin to find it very abnormal and troublesome...yes, it's a joy to shit but imagine havin to pull my pants up and down and (sorry disgustin) wiping my ass everytime i visit the washroom...SUPER MA FAN!!! gotta see a doc soon though dad say it was normal...now that friends surrounding mi will link me to SHIT...i don't really see it as a honour...nehmind...some random stuffs...

ok exams coming next week...so shall work hard and blog less...(already bloggin less anyway)...wahaha....wanna work hard, play hard, sleep hard, train hard, last but not least, shit hard (by bun)...

life is BORING... =(

2007-05-21T01:19:00.000+08:00

ok ppl of dmtm 3A/02...haha..here's the pic we took last week..lol...do ur e-learnin ar...hahaha

2007-05-13T23:05:00.000+08:00

2007-05-13T01:12:00.000+08:00

i think it's kinda unbelievable but i must say i met with an accident on fri mornin (2nd day ridin a bike)...all thanks to that malaysian bike which suddenly came out from the lane...

anyway, i was on the expressway...ridin in between 2nd and 3rd lane due to the traffic jam, suddenly, there was this bike which suddenly came out in between the cars...in order to avoid hittin the darn motorbike, i jam braked and skii...bloodly hell!! and the first thing which came to my mind was how to play for SRRR...haix...damit...luckily there wasn't any car behind mi if not i would have just disappered from this world...feel damn freaked out now..the whole accident just keep replayin in my mind...it was so much of a phobia for mi...thank god i wasn't pillion-in anybody and also i did wear a jacket over if not the scars i've now would double...

ok...good thing that i'm still alive...must cherish life i have now...

match ytd wasn't bad...the artellians had already done their best and i am proud of the team =) abit of a pity that torent withdraw if not we cant still have anther match...was damn pissed of somebody...this guy said to me: "SP char bo always litat, purposely sprain their legs during match" like FUCK can??? WTH...he can just go and die seriously...F F F...

ok...gonna pack my stuffs and study...realised i've laggin behind work...and my room was in a mess...haix...how i wish i've a room for myself...

~emo